Jude Kelly
I made up plays in the back garden,I don't think I made the
connection between the theatre profession and my creative
excitement until I was about 12. Once I realised this, I decided I
would be a theatre director. I inspired myself when I was young, I
think that's very important. Listen to your own positive voices and
try not to pay attention to the "inner critic" who will often cast
doubt on your ideas and also creates fear.
I was inspired by the actors and directors of the Liverpool
Everyman when I was a teenager: Pete Postlethwaite, Jonathan Pryce,
Julie Walters, Sam Kelly, Alan Dosser were all there in an ensemble
that was committed to risk-taking and audience contact.
They clearly believed in a relationship between their artistry
and the communities they worked amongst.
I was inspired by my headmaster's belief in me. I was a maverick
and some teachers found me difficult and individualistic. He told
me to use the school hall at lunchtimes to create plays. I felt
very empowered by that gesture of support.
I have often seen obstacles as opportunities to test my
determination. Remember that people are nervous of the chaotic,
unstable and financially erratic nature of the arts; they often try
to dissuade you from making the choice that your own heart is
insisting on. That's the time to remember to be inspired by
yourself. Be a great parent to yourself, and give support and
encouragement to the risk-taker inside you.